Re:LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP..COPING UP?! - 2009/01/19 12:44
hi to both of you (jose and jaizel)...this 24th will be my 8th months here in kuwait. what can i say? still confuse, afraid and dont know what i really want...
I want to share to you what happened from the past few months. Last December i asked one important questions to my bf..." i am giving you six months to enjoy being a bachelor" and he was shocked..and i was disappointed... (but it was just a test, coz i want to know what will be his reactions...and what i witnessed was enough for me to give him up)... I didnt talk to him for a couple of days, nor sending him the usual "kmusta ka" text mssg. and i ready myself for a big decision..to let him go and start finding my own luck here in kuwait. I gave him the freedom to be with someone else that will make him happier..IGAVEUP! and never sent any single mssg after then.
but i was surprised when i saw the changes on him. maybe he realized things. i started receiving consistent goodnight mssg which is unusual, he calls me when he misses me, he insists to chat with me whenever he finds time (to think that his work is really time demanding), bottom line is i really appreciate lahat ng effort..and i am thanking god for opening his heart on me...
right now, i am going with the flow. i learned to live with missing someone and having in a long distance relationship.."its not so hard, all i have to do is LIVE, BREATH, CLOSE MY MIND, TALK AND WALK..BUT NEVER FEEL..."
I AM NOT STILL READY TO ENTERTAIN..MY BOSS ALWAYS TELLS ME TO STAY AWAY FROM STRANGERS AND TAKE CARE OF MYSELF. MYSELF IS STILL CLOSE TO PUBLIC. eheheh!
Jose, i know you and you saw me already...
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